Dreamer and the stars


The seven sisters shimmer

In the obsidian sky

A family of starlight 

To the naked eye,

But to the dreamer

A collection of diamonds

In a cave,

Uncharted and waiting

To be extracted

By the mighty hands of Zeus.

Or perhaps Poseidons fist

Would be powerful enough 

To lift them from their sky home

And place them into

The bottom of the ocean.

Oh, but what if Aphrodite

Could grab these sparkling gems

And scatter them

Into the hearts of men that needed

That bit of extra light?

Thoughts of a dreamer

As she gazes upon

The early morning sky

And wonders what it might be like

To catch a glimpse

Of these wondrous constellations

Every night,

Above her head

And in the eyes

Of the one who stays forever. 

Lunar Eclipse

This is how I know the universe has delivered me souls that are my kind of people. Several days ago, I received a text from a hiker buddy of mine, asking if I wanted to join him for a 4:00am viewing of this lunar eclipse.

he knew I was the only one crazy enough to say yes. So, after a 3:00am wake up, and a couple hours watching this beautiful phenomenon, I am feeling much better- much lighter.

my favorite part of the viewing was when I thought of walking to the nearby cornfield on the farm up the road.

5:00am: A brisk November morning, standing in a cornfield and looking up at the starlit sky. The moon is dressed in an amber cloak as the meadow grass sways in the wind. It is quiet. Except for the cows that are awake and making their presence known to the world. Meteors and satellites soar overhead on what can only be described as a soul-reset experience. Nature is pretty badass.

Bringing back Christmas


I posted this on my social media today, as I want to do things differently this year. I really want to get back into loving Christmas and doing the traditions I used to enjoy from when I was young, and even up until my divorce in 2015.

After spending some time with my family today, I’ve realized that I want to go and do the whole adventure of picking out a tree, cutting it down and bringing it into my apartment for decorating. It will be something to look forward to during Thanksgiving break.

Due to the fact that I have not put up a tree of my own since high school when I still lived at home, I have nothing to decorate it with. Of course I’ll take a trip to some shops to find some fun ornaments, but I would like to ask a small favor from any of my friends or family who would like to help add some warmth to this tree. 

Anyone who knows me is aware that I am extremely sentimental. So simply filling my tree with store bought ornaments just won’t do.

I would love to include as many handmade or inexpensive ornaments from people in my life that will make my tree special. If I’ve taught your children in the past, and they want to make a handmade ornament, I will pick it up from you (and have an excuse to spend some time with old friends) or Venmo you for the postage if you are too far away.

If you would like to participate, please send me a message and I’ll let you know where to send them. Or let me know a time we can meet up. I would also be up for doing an ornament trade, if you and your family also put up a tree. 🎄

Take my Fear

I long to lay in a field

And look up at the clear night sky,

But my fear of the dark

Deters me.

It is always the same thing-

I am afraid of the unknown

That lies within the dark,

And yet,

I am afraid of what I may miss

If I stay inside,

Behind the safety 

of these four walls,

Cozy and warm,

Filled with artificial 

Light. 

Did We Make English Class Fun?!

My last period class of seventh grade English students enters and takes their seats. It was a quiz day. Not five seconds after they had all put their behinds in their chairs, did they begin to break out in song. 

In unison.

“You are, my fiiiiire. The one, desiiiiiiirreee. Believe when iiiii sayyyy, that iiii want it thaaaaaat awayyyyy!” 

Unbeknownst to my students, I am a huge Backstreet Boys fan. Grew up listening to them and I still own almost all of their CD’s, which I play from time to time in the car. 

So I sat at my desk, stonefaced, pretending to organize some papers in my binder. I wanted to have a little fun with this. 

I could tell that some of the students were getting bit nervous that I was perhaps upset. Some mouths stopped singing, but it was still plenty loud with the rest of them continuing. When they finished, I just sat and looked at them with my strong resting bitch face. I made eye contact with all of them without smiling for a good minute.

I then said in a serious voice, “extra point on the quiz for anyone who can name all the members of the Backstreet Boys.” They all looked at me for a few seconds and groaned, “can’t you ask us another trivia question please????”

“If you are going to sing a Backstreet Boys song, you should know who the members of the band are.”  No doubt they looked it up when they got home.

“Another thing,” I continued, still stone faced. “If you are going to sing this song in class, you must be able to sing it from beginning to end, all the way through. You must know which parts are solos, and delegate them accordingly, and which parts are duets or the entire band.” At this point, some of the students raised their hands to volunteer as tribute. 

“The next time you sing this song in class, it MUST be done correctly, with all of these things taken into consideration. If you need to print out the lyrics ahead of time, that is fine. You have my permission, once this is perfected, to come into class and begin this performance.”

I eagerly await this day, and secretly hope they are able to do it early next week at the latest!

Now, at this point, all of the students were pumped about singing. They asked me if it could be extra credit. That sparked an idea:

“No,” I said. “But, here is what I CAN do.” For extra credit, you may create and perform a song, rap or dramatic poetry reading of scenes from the book we are reading in class.” Outbursts of excitement littered the room. Ideas started being thrown around, and the creativity was visible. I even threw out some more ideas. “You guys know Weird Al?” They all cheered and mentioned Amish Paradise. I said, “Great. You can use your lyrics to an instrumental version of a song to create this type of art.”

The next question got me.

“So, we can make it to the instrumental version of ‘Lose Yourself?’” 

Oh, how did this student know my love for Eminem? “Yes! Of course!”

And that, ladies and gentlemen, is how you trick students into writing poetry and helping them strengthen their reading comprehension- all while making this experience fun and enjoyable for all.

Best believe I’ll be making a rap as well. 

I love it here

Hazel

The color of life

In my favorite place

To be,

Where fern and

Autumn leaf carpets

Create an aroma

So sweet.

Oh how I love it here.

Each tree

And wildflower

Speak to me

In a lyrical symphony

Of woodland 

Harmony.

Raindrops tap

Atop dry leaves

Creating pools

That sparkle 

All around me,

As rays of sun 

Stream throughout

The canopy.

You wonder what 

I see,

When I look into 

Your eyes.

In short, 

I see home

And this miracle

Of life.